Thursday, May 31, 2007

Old Quebec trip : )

Last weekend I was in the old city of Quebec for visiting! I never went there until now… Hard to believe I know but this is it! It was really amazing! I was there with my love! Great time we had! So sad we had to come back home! Walking, visiting, being with my love, Great time!! We were lucky… No rain, it was always sunny and sunny… it was really hot there, loved it!
I’ll be honest. I never thought we could have a great time like this. Always fighting for no good reasons, it’s getting hard. Sometimes I’m asking myself: Does it worth it? Having great time like last weekend answers my question, it worth it! I’ll keep fighting for us! Promise!

Travelling makes us forget our little problems. Change our mind, have great time forget the rest!

Never forget it!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

86 400 dollars per day

Let’s say there is a magic bank somewhere in this world. When I mean magic it’s because she’s giving you 86 400 dollars per day…but she can stop when she wants. Dollars that won’t be spend in the day won’t stay yours. You have to spend more you can but you can’t put it in a bank or something like this, spend it!
What would you do?
I’m sure you would spend it as fast as you can without leaving a penny! Am I wrong? You would buy some things for you, your friends, your family and maybe you would give money to charity.
This bank does exist! Believe it or not but it really exist. This bank is accessible to everyone. Her name’s TIME!
We have 86 400 seconds per day to live. Life can stop when she wants. Second that won’t be lived will be lost forever.
If you would spend money without leaving a penny why you should live your life without missing a second.
Be careful, we’ve got one life, one chance, live it!

(I read this in “Et si c’était vrai…” from Marc Levy. From the moment I read it, I just can’t stop thinking about it. That’s the reason I shared it with you.)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Thanks for being here…

Few days ago, I was confused…
I thought nothing would have change
I felt like nothing to your eyes
Yesterday was different
When I felt down and cried
You were there for me
There to bring back smile on my face
There to take care of me
There to be sure everything will be okay
I know I may often feel down
These days are so difficult you know…
I know I may ask you many things

Just want to say
Thanks for still being here for me…

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Life in time (Part II)

Today is my life.

From that moment writing down here, my life changes. Every word I’m saying I changing something in my life. I’m living for that present moment not for yesterday. Remember what happened in past and try to make no mistake even if I can’t predict consequence of my acts. I may act without reflexion but I’ve got only one life. I have to live this day like if it was the last one. Act and don’t regret. Still forget it or deal with it.
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-Live life day by day.
-Don't think about yesterday or tomorrow.
-Live for me, with no regrets.
-Life is something magical, precious.
-We've got one life. Take everyday as if it was the last one.
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I may have difficulties with this...live day by day. I'm trying really hard to live it like if it was my last one. But past always come back in my mind. I also can't stop thinking about future. I know I have one life and I should live it now. But I want a secure life later too. Keep working hard...

Like Weather...

Like weather
I have my bad and good times
Like weather
I’m unpredictable
Like weather
I can change anytime

Sky is grey
Cloudy in my head
Raining in my heart
Feeling alone, feeling down
Need to stay alone in the dark
To think about what’s happening
Cry until I’m falling in my bed

Like weather
I have my bad and good times
Like weather
I’m unpredictable
Like weather
I can change anytime

Sky is blue
Sunny outside
Sun in my heart
Feeling good, feeling free
Need to hang out with everyone
Have fun anytime, anywhere
Laugh until I’m falling in my bed

Like weather
I have my bad and good times
Like weather
I’m unpredictable
Like weather
I can change anytime

Like weather
Bad and good times follow each other
Like weather
We don’t know when it starts neither when it stops

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Thousand of promises...

Promise.

I’ll try as best as I can to trust you every time. It may be hard at beginning but with you by my side I’m sure I will be able to trust you. Just don’t forget to be there when I will need it ‘cause I may be down some days… Promise I’ll trust you.

Promise.

I know you’re not the only thing and person in my life. But you are so important for me… When you’re not around I feel so depress… I just can’t do anything to change my mind. I need to hear your voice, to hear: I love you… I just need you every single day of my life. Promise you’re not the only one.

Promise.

I’ll try to spend more time on my little projects I had put beside for you. I’ll try to spend more time with my friends. I’ll try to let you go without asking myself a thousand of questions. I don’t want to make you feel life you were in jail. I want you to be free… even if I’m scare… Promise you’ll get free.

Promise.
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Promises. Thousand of promises I can do. Thousand of promises I will keep in mind ‘cause I don’t want you to feel bad in this relation. I want to stay with you many years… and I have to work on myself to see this dream to happen. Promise I will keep my promises! I’m here to stay with you 4ever <3