Everyone knows it … control is something really dangerous in life. I’m learning it days after days. It’s not a secret for someone I’m that kind of girl who needs to have control on everything. Everything was all right since I’ve stopped school for this year. Control is flying far away from me and it’s getting really hard for me.
One little year… you may think that there won’t be any important consequences on me… but actually there are some. I’m scare of everything and I can’t live one day without thinking about one year later … that girl who had control on everything and who lived her life has it came is lost.
Control may be something good in someone possession but when this person grew up with control in possession is loosing it, it seems like she’s loosing everything. I lost control, I’m loosing everything. Control was good for me. Now that I have no control… it’s killing who I am day after day.
Control is killing who I am.
I’m lost… will I find it back one day?
One little year… you may think that there won’t be any important consequences on me… but actually there are some. I’m scare of everything and I can’t live one day without thinking about one year later … that girl who had control on everything and who lived her life has it came is lost.
Control may be something good in someone possession but when this person grew up with control in possession is loosing it, it seems like she’s loosing everything. I lost control, I’m loosing everything. Control was good for me. Now that I have no control… it’s killing who I am day after day.
Control is killing who I am.
I’m lost… will I find it back one day?
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